wow.
twice i’ve been travelling to the city for 3 hours and back only because you cancelled on me. so many times i’ve wanted to hang out with you but you’re busy. i woke up just to see you. and then you go and cancel again to see your friend who doesn’t even fucking wake up. and then you go and complain about not being loved because everyone is asleep. you called me when i was sleeping and we talked and you kept INSISTING that i go to bed, despite me INSISTING that i stay to talk to you. then you go and blow your fumes over because i’m sleeping. then you tell me “guys don’t understand”. well you’re flipping right i don’t because you’re the one who told me to sleep in the first place, and if that’s not what you really meant then why lie to me. I sound tired, BECAUSE I JUST WOKE UP, doesn’t mean i don’t want to talk to you, i kept saying i wasn’t tired for a reason. or does nothing i say really mean shit all to you. if you’re saying girls say things to hide the fact that they mean something else, stop blaming me and yelling at me to be more straightforward when i do the same thing. telling me im lecturing you and then logging off, do you want to even consider the fact that i have feelings too? After all i’ve been putting up with and not even complaining a SINGLE BIT before this, this is just bullshit
